What You Do To Me

Carmen

5 Weeks

“NO THAT BED GOES IN THE OTHER BEDROOM!!” I yelled at the movers as they were bringing my furniture inside my new condo. I was excited that I was finally moving into my OWN place, but already frustrated because I wanted to get things done, you know, pour a nice glass of wine, watch a movie, kick my feet up and relax. I didnt even realize I had so much extra stuff stored Casey’s storage.

Apparently while I was in my coma that nigga decided to do some spring cleaning and packed all of my shit up and called Casey to come get it. I swear just thinking about him makes me wanna beat his ass, but thankfully Trey and Chris handled that already from what they told me. I just wish I could have seen them stomp his ass and Layla with my own two eyes.

“If you keep yelling at them like that, they will drop everything and leave” Trey joked as he brought in more boxes dropping them on the floor, interrupting me from my thoughts.

“They better not, besides they need to get yelled at, since they wont listen to me when I speak all nice and calm.” I said leaning in the doorway as he looked at me smirking.

“Next time they don’t listen” he began approaching me..”you just let me handle it ok?” I nodded as his lips meshed with mines.

For the past few weeks things between Trey and I have been going extremely well. The bond that we have was constantly growing. Every day we learn so much about each other which makes us grow even more closer, and every day the passion within us bursts out. He’s always on my mind and I know I’m always on his. When we’re at work, we text and call all day joking, and most days he will just pop up during his break just to take me out to get ice cream or just to talk about what foolery goes on at the bar.

For our first date, a few days after I spent the night with him, he took me out to Kevin Hart’s comedy show, we had dinner at Rodizio’s Grill, and I ended up spending the night at his place. We talked and laughed all night long. No sex. Just beautiful conversation. I cant help but feel as if I’ve known him all of my life. Its a great feeling to have someone who genuinely cares for me around.

“Damn! Bae they kissing again!!” Chris yelled out to Casey and he entered.

“Why must you be a hater man?” Trey laughed.

“Why be a hater? Nigga plz I am the originator?” He clowned back as we laughed.

“Right man, I guess I forgot.” Trey sarcastically teased, before putting his focus back on me. His beady eyes had me mesmerized beyond belief.

“I swear you light up my life every second you are in it.” I smiled as he blushed.

“Damn baby” he chuckled softly as his beautiful cheeks rose while trying to play it off. “You got me blushing my ass off with that one. You got game huh?” he joked.

“No…I got something better….” I said wrapping my arms around his neck pulling him in for a slow, intense kiss. His hands traveled down my back, pulling me into him with his body, where I perfectly fit into his chest and arms, and of course…his heart!!

After and hour and a half, the movers had brought all of the furniture inside. The only thing left to do was unload the boxes and place everything where they needed to go.

“You sure you got it from here?” Trey asked me as he prepared to leave. He had to go into work since there is a NBA Finals game going on between the Spurs and the Heat, which means all the men who are not at the game will be getting drunk and eating wings while watching the game. A major payday for his business.

“Casey and I got it from here. Go ahead, we’ll be fine.” I assured him as I walked him to the door.

“Call me if you need anything. I’ll be back later to check on you ok?”

“Ok. I’ll see you later.” I said before giving him a goodbye kiss, and closed the door as he walked away.

I headed back to the living room sitting next to Casey on the couch as we continued unloading boxes.

“Yall are just too damn cute!” she nudged my arm. “I think I’m jealous.” she playfully pouted.

“What?! Yeah right get out of here with that.” I laughed.

“Ok, not jealous but damn Chris ass sure as hell could take some major notes from Trey, the brotha knows how to treat a woman.” she said as I nodded in agreement. “I should’ve introduced you two a long time ago, but the both of yall were taken. Did he tell u about that Bitch Stacy!?” she asked slick getting amped up about it.

I did get pissed when he told me about too. I was ready to beat a bitch ass cause of what she did to him.

“Yeah he told me about that bullshit. How could she do that to him? To use him for his money and yet you fucking off with his own cousin? Get pregnant by the nigga and try to pass if off as Trey’s and when he found out about the shit you get beat up by the cousin, BUT LIE, and tell the police Trey did it so he can get charged with domestic violence?? Girl, I told him if I ever see her ass, dont be surprised if my fist land in her face.” I laughed.

“I told him the same thing! Like he was hurt for a long ass time over that shit. He did everything for someone who never deserved it. That bitch did him wrong. But I can see how the two of you need each other after all the bullshit the both of you have been through.” she said as I nodded in agreement.

“Look, I found this picture of you, mom, and I in that box.” she said handing me the photo of us on the beach two weeks before she died, as she continued. “I remember like it was yesterday when we were little, she took us out on that beach and we made sand castles together and stuck our feet in the ocean for the first time.”

“We stayed on the beach watching the sunset that night and rise that morning. It was so beautiful.” I recalled.

“You know, the night after you told me about the days the two of you spent together while in your coma, and how she told you to tell me that she loved me…I cried myself to sleep. The next morning when I woke up…I saw her standing over me, smiling. And then she said “I love you Casey, I thought it would be better if you heard it from me.” I love you too was all I could say and she slowly faded away. Can you believe she’s still here with us, watching and protecting us just as if she was physically here?” she sniffed as soft happy tears rolled down both of our faces.

“Yeah, I can believe it. She said she would always be with us. And she’s done just that.” I smiled.

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Layla

I paused Two Can Play That Game and slowly pulled myself up off the couch. I’ve never been so tired in my damn life. These last few months have been extremely difficult, but I wouldn’t trade it for the world. I have everything I’ve ever wanted and things were finally going my way. I have a wealthy man who showers me with whatever I want, big ass house, a nice ass Porche, and this 38 karat pink diamond engagement ring. I blushed at the sight of it as I made my way into the bathroom.

“Damn, I did good!” I blurted out loud as I stood in front of the full length mirror. “Well almost good, I wasn’t planning on this.” I said staring my pregnant self in the mirror. I was 5 months pregnant and the only person who knew was my doctor, Lance and I.

Everyone would soon know because my belly is bigger than my entire body. Lance was so mad when I told him the news, but eventually got over it. Times like this I wish I had family and friends to celebrate the good news with other than him.

Last time I checked my mom and I were not on good terms. She hates me which is nothing new. Hell and the only true friend I ever had was…Carmen. I messed that up extremely bad.

I headed out of the bathroom and into the kitchen to grab some ice cream before sitting back down on the couch, which seems like all I ever do now. Lance doesnt want me going out the house much anymore since I’m pregnant. It drives me crazy at times, but he’s right. I need my rest.

I pressed play on the movie and it was on the part where Chante and her girls were having a nice lunch talking about men and sex. I laughed out loud and reminisced at the same time because thats exactly what Carmen and I did.

I cant lie and say that I dont miss her because I truly do. We were great friends once, but I betrayed her. That friendship is long gone. There were even times I thought about visiting her in the hospital, but Lance would always talk me out of it. He told me she would never want to see him or me after what we did to her, which is understandable.

I never planned on hurting her, I just got so caught up. It seemed as if she had it all and I wanted her life…and now I’m living it. I guess everything worked itself out.

I continued to watch the movie laughing at all the funny scenes enjoying myself. That was until I heard him clear his throat as he stood over me behind the couch.

“Hey baby, how was your nap” I looked up at him and smiled as he stood there wearing this tight black beater that showed off every muscle and vein in his arms. His veins were literally pumping through his skin as my eyes met with his scowling eyes.

“I thought I…told you NOT to disturb me” he gritted hard between his teeth. My eyes grew big with confusion and before I could part my lips to speak…I felt his fist crush my face knocking me off the couch…and onto the floor.

Here we go again…

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Trey

It was a little after Twelve when I made it back to Carmen’s place. I parked my rover, got out and headed towards the door.

I knocked on the door as I waited for her to open up. She should still be awake cause I called her as soon as I got off which was about 15 minutes ago.

The door swung open and there she stood smiling at me with her straighten hair flowing while wearing one of my tshirts that stop at her mid-thighs. I could tell that was the only thing she was wearing too. Especially how her hardened nipples pointed directly at me.

“Hey baby.” I stepped closer to her as I gave her a wet kiss as she pulled me in, closing the door behind me while our tongues and hands welcomed each other.

My hands instantly grabbed her ass and like I said earlier, that shirt was the only thing she had on, which made my dick quickly rise. She knows just how I like it.

“I’ve…missed….you” she breathe out in between our kisses. Thats when I picked her up as her legs quickly locked around my waist while she grinded against me. I headed to the first place I could lay her and devour her…the kitchen.

I sat her down on the cold marble countertop, pulling off the shirt revealing her beautiful naked body while she smirked at me. I can tell she’s been waiting on me all night to come back.

“You want daddy to make you cum?” I breathe in her ear as she moaned out “Yesssssss” while my fingers entered in and out of her wet pussy as I took turns sucking her nipples. She was already busting for me and I havent even put it in yet.

I pushed her on her back while spreading her legs in the process and filled my mouth with her juicy pussy. Her loud moans echoed throughout the kitchen walls while I devoured her insides by licking and sucking her pussy while finger her at the same time, making her body squirm all over.

Once that pussy was good and swole I lifted her up off the countertop. She stood to her feet and started unbuckling my jeans knocking them and my boxer briefs down to the floor.

I was ready to slide my dick inside of her but she had other plans. She had this sexy bad ass look in her eyes as she dropped to her knees as I watched her wet up her lips and began kissing and licking the tip of my dick.

“Oh shit” I moaned out as my dick got even harder and bigger as I became filled with excitement. Before I knew it…”Oh…my…dammnnnn” was all I could say as she began sucking my dick…taking it all in her mouth.

Back and forth her extremely wet mouth went as her tongue spiraled around me at the same time. She drove me crazy every time she gave me head and each time its gets harder to not bust.

When I felt myself about to bust I quickly stopped her and helped her stand to her feet.

“Bend that ass over” I demanded while she complied holding tightly onto the counter as I entered her. She took a big gasp as I entered all the way in…and pulled out. I repeated that a few times until she begged for me to beat it up.

And that is just what I did. Deeper and harder I went repeatedly as the sweat dripped from the both of us as her ass clapped against me. Hearing nothing but the sounds of my grunts, her moans, and her squirting splashing on the marble kitchen floor.

Every motion and sound penetrated through my body as I thrusted myself in her a few more times before pulling out and climaxing with her for the final time.

I’m going to try add a chapter this weekend, its just hard to think with a broken heart…but I am strong!!! :)

I love u guys!! ^_^

I sit here thinking about the years…

Breaking up was something I feared

Three years of GOOD love

Just went out the door

We argued and fought

But I thought NOTHING could break this rock

Now my heart hurts, and yours is too

We wouldn’t be in pain if you believed that we could’ve stuck it through

What happened to the forgiveness I provided for you

I did one thing wrong, and your forgiveness was through

While everyone was tellIng me Happy Birthday

You were preparing to ruin the day

You prepared the most memorable gift to me

by telling me, WE were no longer meant to be

A day that should have been full of smiles, laughter, hugs and kisses

Turned into a night of teary eyes, heartbreak, and wishes

Maybe the signs were there, but my LOVE overlooked the signs

Now I’m stuck with a million WHYS

We had so many plans, marriage, kids, and traveling, OUR LIFE

I know now that I will never be your wife

You made mistakes, and so did I

But I really believed our love was worth a fight

You made me believe in US since the first night we met

Under the stars, in the night sky, damn I cant let that go just yet

I went my first day without calling and hearing your voice

I wanted to dial so bad, but ignored the rush

Young and in Love, from 19 to 22

I matured through the years with you

It sucks on my 22 birthday, you decided to be through

It hurts, but the anger is ten times worse

You want to be best friends???

Damn, best friends don’t even do it like that

Through all the BS, I still love you

Three long years, planning to be with you forever gone

How on earth did I end up on the wrong side of a love song??

To deal with this I’m listening to Mariah Carey, Dru Hill, Beyonce, Alicia Keys, and Boyz II Men

You’ll Always Be My Baby, We’re not making love no more, I Care, Try Sleeping with a Broken Heart, and End of the Road

Who knew this love thing could be so cold

Once the music fades

I’m watching Love Jones getting lost in my soul

Then its Waiting to Exhale, damn I wanna burn all his clothes

It wont change anything, but it would make me feel good

At the end of the day, I realize that if it was so easy for you to walk out my life

Then stay out my life!!

Working on this next chapter…i may need to spice things up a bit…

I been jamming Taylor Swifts “22” song since midnight hahahaha!!!!

Trey

I watched and held her closely as she slept lightly on top of my bare chest, slowly moving up and down, as we breathed in sync with each other.

I’ve never smiled so much by waking up next to a woman of sweet perfection. Her morning beauty was equal to her everyday beauty. Some women need makeup on 24/7 just to look and feel beautiful, but I could sense she was not that type.

I kissed her softly on her forehead before gently crawling from under her grip and got out of the bed standing to my feet. I stretched my arms up towards the ceiling and over my head while she moved a little bit, but remained asleep.

I really must have worn that body out, I thought as I smiled.

I headed over to my closet to grab some basketball shorts and threw them on before grabbing my phone and heading down the small set of stairs, through the living room and towards the kitchen.

“I’m so damn hungry” I anxiously said while opening up the fridge, and I know she would be too once she woke up. It would be a nice gesture if I prepare a very nice breakfast for us. Problem is I’m not sure what to fix, or what she likes, hopefully we have the same taste in food.

 ”Ok, pancake mix, turkey sausage…damn no eggs, no bacon…and no orange juice. Shit” I mumbled. I grabbed what I had in the fridge, closed it and sat everything on the counter. I stared at it for a few seconds, as I debated on what to do. Should I make a quick run up the street to the store, or use what I had. As I contemplated, my phone started going off, moving as it vibrated roughly on the counter top. I picked it up, looking at the screen to see that it was Chris.

“Yo, what up man” I answered putting him on speaker.

“Shit being nosey, and tryna see what happened with you and Carmen last night!” he joked.

“None of your business nigga” I let his nosey ass know. You would think his dream job would be working for Tmz or Mediatakeout instead of a music artist.

“Aw come on man, you gon tell me anyway, I’m yo boyyyyy! Besides, I know you. Once you bring a woman to the crib its a wrap. So tell me nigga. Did you crack that back yet? Knock the dust off ? Unlock that m’fugga or somethin?” he laughed.

“Something is seriously wrong with you” I laughed at his immaturity. “If you must know, we talked, watched a few movies, ate and held each other until we we lost track of time. No sex.” I lied.

“No sex? Damn neither one of you giving it up? It’s all good, just wait for it women cant go too long without it. Well, I take that back since we talking about Carmen. Its probably been a year or two ” he assured.

“I’m patient, trust me. Anyways where the hell you at?” I asked changing the subject.

“Leaving Casey’s crib, you know I finally got the chance to blow her back out last night. She been stingy lately, so I had to handle that. I’m heading back to my place before I hit up the studio later, why whats up?” he finally asked.

 ”I was tryna make some breakfast for me and Carmen, but a nigga aint been to the grocery store, so I need a favor from you…”

A While Later

Carmen

I took a deep breath inhaling and exhaling as my body stretched beyond the warm sheets that covered me. I felt like I had been sleeping for days. It was peaceful.  I guess that’s exactly what great sex can do to you. Knock you completely out!

 I sat up in the bed with the sheets still covering my bare body as I looked around the empty room. I was expecting to wake up in his arms like the other morning. Not alone in a bed that didn’t belong to me.

“Trey?!” I called out, but there wasn’t no answer. He may be downstairs I thought to myself. I’ll just wait til he comes back up. I really didnt feel like getting up out of this comfortable spot anyways. Especially with my legs feeling so sore.

I leaned over grabbing the tv remote off the nightstand, turning it on, as I relaxed against the soft padded headboard. This was my first time watching tv since the accident.

“I cant remember the last time I watched tv.” I said out loud to myself as I flipped through the channels, thats when I heard…

“Why would you wanna watch tv when you can watch me?.” I heard him say out of nowhere. I turned my head to see him standing shirtless in the doorway with a grin about the size of the world.

My eyes followed as he Walked over towards the bed, sat down and snuggled up next to me. He wrapped his arm behind me while the other hand cradled my face. My eyes immediately closed and my head slightly fell back. His touch was like magic. It gave me chills, and sent fire all over my body. What he did to me was out of this world.

His soft lips began pecking along my collarbone as my head fell back, enjoying every single one. Damn, it was too early to be feeling like this. I just woke up, and my hormones were already rising to 100.

He came up brushing his tongue against my lips, then gently began sucking on them. First the top, then the bottom.

“Mmmmm. Even in the morning you taste good” he smiled showing his pearly white teeth, as they set fire to my soul.

“So do you. Now, Where did you run off to this morning?” I asked to keep my dirty mind from wondering off in all the right, but wrong places. “I woke up all alone” I sarcastically pouted as I continued. “I called out your name multiple times an—”

“damn multiple times? Mmm just like last night huh?” he laughed, squeezing my thigh.

“You are a mess.” I giggled at his humor. “Something like that though.” I winked.

“Yeah I know. But, I’m sorry about disappearing on you this morning, but I was busy setting up your surprise.

“A surprise? Where?” I looked around as if it was hidden in the room.

“You’ll see. Why don’t you get yourself together. I got you a toothbrush and a face towel waiting on you in the bathroom. I also left out some clothes of mine for you to put on. Once you’re finish, come downstairs.” he said standing up to his feet heading towards the doorway. “I’ll be waiting.”

Trey

I headed  back downstairs while she prepared herself to come down. In the meantime, I began setting up our plates of food and our glasses of orange juice, placing them down on the island. So far, everything looked perfect. We had sausage links, bacon, eggs, stuffed french toast with cream cheese and strawberries, and grits. Mmmm Ihop hooked a nigga up, I laughed at the thought.

“What’s funny? I could use a laugh” I heard her say as I looked up. There she gracefully stood with her hair pulled up in a messy bun, looking beautiful in my clothes. I had given her a pair of baggy sweats that made her small waist and thick hips standout even more. My eyes traveled up and down her body, especially at her harden nipples that pierced through the white beater, causing my dick to stiffen as I stood behind the island. I felt myself starring as if this was my very first time laying eyes on her.

She walked over, standing right next to me as her eyes lit up once she saw all the food placed before her.

“Wow!” she exclaimed. “You did all of this?” she walked closer towards the island.

“I planned it out, but I had help also. I wanted to do something nice for you. I figured you would be hungry cause I sure as hell was, especially since we didnt eat dinner last night.” I chuckled.

“Well, from what I remember, you ate plenty.” she laughed nudging my arm.

“You right, and I hope there’s more in the future.”

“I’m sure it will be.” she lightly bit down on her bottom lip. I can go on about how beautiful she was all day.

“Everything looks AMAZING. It all smells so good. Finally some real food. ” she sat down as if she was a little kid getting ready to blow out her birthday candles. “Who helped you with this? You have a maid or chef or something?”

“Naw, I was actually going to cook for you, honestly, but I hadn’t gone grocery shopping so when Chris hit me up, I asked him to stop by IHop and order this stuff for us. He came by to drop it off and I set it up on plates to make it presentable. I just wanted to surprise and serve you. Just a little bit of catering for  a beautiful woman.”

“Well, This is perfect. I appreciate everything you’ve been doing. I really do. You’re truly something special.” she glowed

“So are you.”

Carmen

I was heading up the elevator back to Casey’s apartment after a wonderful morning Trey and I shared. I had this permanent smile on my face as I replayed it all over again in my mind. The beautiful breakfast he set up, the intense and powerful sex we had afterwards, and the showered we shared. Not to mention the great time we had last night. Everything was perfect beyond words itself.

I pulled out the spare apartment key Casey had given me, inserted it, and opened the door. The door closed behind me as I walked further in and headed straight to Casey’s room.

“Casey I’m back!!!” I shouted out pushing her bedroom door open. There she was laying in her bed watching The Vow eating sour patches. She quickly sat up when she saw me and gave me a “Bitch you better start talking” kind of look.

“Must you watch this?” I said to her while watching the screen. It was on the part where Paige had just woken up from a coma and doesn’t remember the life with her fine ass husband Leo. I thank God I have my memory even though there are somethings I would love to forget, like my body being thrown through a windshield, and everything that bastard ever did to me.

“This is a great movie! I love Rachel McAdams! You know you had me worried sick about you last night!!” she said as I walked closer, setting down in her bed.

“I’m sorry, but I was in good hands. Trey took really good care of me. He was the perfect gentleman ” I replied.

“Hmph I bet!” she raised her eyebrow at me. “Where the hell are your clothes from last night? And What on earth happened to your hair?” she laughed, focusing her attention more on my wild curly hair that was in a bun, the white wife beater I had tied around my back, the baggy black sweats the hugged below my waistline, and the oversized Jordan house shoes on my feet.

“I didn’t want to put back on my dress and heels. Thats all.” I let her know while looking at the tv screen as she stared me down.

“And your hair?” she questioned.

“It got wet in the shower.” I admitted.

“Shower huh? Ok what about the limp in your walk? You must be sore” she chuckled while my mouth dropped.

“Wh—what limp? I have no limp” I defended myself and began to avoid eye contact with her. I’m sure the truth was written all over my face.

“Yes you do have a limp, I saw it when—- OH-MY-GOSH!!! Y-YOU HAD SEX WITH TREY?!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHH” she screamed out the top of her lungs as she jumped up out the bed.

“WHAT!? Where is this coming from? Nothing happened…” I lied.

“Such a bad liar, you always have been.” she laughed. “I’m not blind and I wasn’t born yesterday. Limped walk? Dried hair? Dressed in his clothes all over? And you’re glowing! You’re damn  near brighter than the sun! You got you some didn’t you? I wont judge you, I’m just glad somebody’s bending you up!!” she continued smiling more than I was  before walking in here. “What was it like??” she sat back down, this time in front of me, staring me dead in the eyes, anticipating the truth. Just then, I cracked. I had to share this with someone, it was just to juicy to keep this to myself.

“Ok, ok…we did it, all over his condo and It was unbelievably special, and what I needed, and craved for. He took care of my body with every second given to him. I’ve never been touch with so much care as if I was a delicate flower, kissed with so much passion as if each was the first, and indulged as if I was a 5 star meal just for a Prince. I love who I am when I around him which is Myself, and that makes it more than perfect. We’ve only known each other a short time, but the time feels like years.” I smiled feeling my cheeks turning red all over again as she stared back at me. This time she was calm, and her eyes began to water.

“Casey you have to promise me you wont tell anybody!” I begged her.

“Calm down who would I tell?” she joked, knowing damn well she will tell Chris in a heartbeat.

“Do not tell Chris, you know he cant hold water and I hope his ways are not rubbing off on you. Promise me you will not speak of this to him or anybody” I demanded this time.

“Fine, I promise I wont say anything. You know, while you were in your coma Trey would say to me, “I cant wait until she wakes up so I can be the one to change her life. I will make it better for her every chance I get,” and sure enough, he is.” she said to me.

“He said that?” I surprisingly asked, as my heart began to flutter.

“He just didnt say it, he really meant it.” she assured me.

“He already is changing my life.”